Sorry it has been so long since I've updated. A lot has been going on, and nothing I think any of you would like to hear about.
In my last post I told you that Mark and I have been off track with our Domestic Discipline lifestyle. Nothing has changed. Which to be honest frustrates the hell out of me! I feel as if he just doesn't care about this side of me and our relationship enough to even put in some effort.
A year ago I decided to embark on a journey to find a strong man who understands ALL of me. Spanking included. And I feel like now I'm back to settleing.I feel things wouldn't be so rocky now if we wouldn't have dabbled in the lifestyle and then just stopped it all together. I know it's there! Maybe it's just playing dead. Lol.... let's hope so
I know it's bad, but I ust am constantly thinking of ways to get his attention, let alone a spanking! I'm confused as to what is going on.
So no spanking = not much to blog about :(
Any suggestions on how we can rekindle TTWD?
Hope all of you had a wonderful 4th and I will keep all of you updated!
:)
Alivia
